The good left undoneSometimes I wish that I had a video camera so i could document all the things that go down in my life. because you honestly wouldn't believe me I told you. In real life i probably come off as the most boring person in the world. But if you get to know me. I'm so intense you just cant handle it. Spend a day with me and you probably wont ever forget it.
Schools got me stressed. I'm not gonna lie. doing hair might look easy but it takes a lot outa you. Im almost done with my freshman level. Then i start senior and I actually get to work with real people YES! i already got a shit load of people who wanna come in and have me do their hair.
I'm learning to let things go lately. Like people mostly. Learning that I cant make people want to spend time with me, or have them be a part of my life. I'm just questioning that if they didn't wanna be apart of my life to begin with, why they ever came into it.. Seems kinda bogus.
But I have amazing friends, and amazing people in my life. So if your not willing to step the fuck up...get the fuck out. I'm done with part time friends and family members. I dont care if we're blood, I dont need negative energy and if that's what your bringing I'm done.
I dont know what it is about the human race, they think they can treat people how ever they want and get away with it. There's so much negative energy in their world that its suffocating that no one can breathe and they just keep adding onto the negative energy and it gets worse and worse. I wanna pop the bubble and spread some positive energy.
Didn't our forefathers fight and die for the right to make us all equal? I think they'd all be rolling in their graves now if they saw that no ones equal anymore. Its sad.
My birthdays coming up on Friday. Ugh i hate birthdays. Their so. Ugh. I'm only getting another year older. and I've never really made a big deal outa my birthday, something bad always happens on my birthday. So I haven't ever really been excited about my birthday. Plus my current economic status isn't really in the best of shape so making a big deal outa my birthday isn't really possible.
Plus turning nineteen really isnt a big deal. I'm probably gonna go out to dinner with the fam and then go to sleep. Maybe rent a couple movies. Maybe my love will be home by then? who knows.
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